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I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretendin
That it somehow lingered on
Well, all I got's
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
When it won't and it won't because it can't.
It just can't -
It's not supposed to.

*John Mayer

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I never thought I'd say this on a day home from work but...

I AM SO DANG BORED!!!

Ever since we moved, we haven't had cable or internet. Then, when we finally got internet...it was the dreaded, the terrible, the terrifying...DIALUP.
Dialup is inhumane TORTURE when you're used to DSL, lemme tell ya. I used to be able to watch videos in roughly a couple of minutes...now I have to wait a couple of hours.
This is whompage.

Okay, I'm done complaining now. I mean, at least I have internet, right?

I've started to think about some things in my life, making decisions and such. It's weird because they're decisions I never in my life thought I'd have to deal with. It's amazing the things that happen when you're not listening and try to just force your own pathway through life.

Oh, I'd almost forgotten - Happy Valentine's Day.
Or, for those who prefer it, "Happy" Single Awareness Day.

Either way, even if you don't have a "significant other" be sure to love on your friends and family alike today.
Yes, it's a commercial day of love and hearts and hooplah, but it's this writer's opinion that it's what's in the heart that matters...not what's on the TV commercial or what's on the shelf.

So Happy Valentine's Day. Use the day to spread love to those around you.


~Tina